I'm not broke but u can see the cracks, u can make me perfect again..

Be a solider!...."no...ahhhh! shhhhhh.." and..stupid ppl suck ass! grow up!

2005-05-16T22:05:06Z

grrr, today was meningitis shot day! freakin yay all! it was awful, hurt like a moFo. =(
other than that, my day was alright i guess. w.e. its all good in the neighborhood. can't wait till my birthday. hmm..73-ish days away me thinks...wow! woot woot! i am excited! one of my managers is goin to england next week. she's madd cool yo. she finna bring me some vivienne westwood stuffage! how exciting! i'll be the only one in this country to have it! lol..yea rite =) hmm..today i realized something. If i could be anyone in this world..i think i would be Kylie Minogue. man! she never ages! i wish i look like that when i turn 40-50 somethin!
anywho, it sucks that people become such jackasses. slowly, they've become the dumbest version of themselves...which is kinda sad. NOT ME of course. i'm special. its just everyone around me is acting so stupid. i think i am hanging around with the wrong crowd...everywhere. certain ppl remain cool..but at times, their actions conflict with my morals.hmm..what to do? what to do? i think i am too mature for my age. i see myself in Harvard law school, when most of my friends see themselves as strippers in the dumps. excellent. u know what i give all those people...a big.. "GROW UP U MORON!" .....................CALL IT A DAY!

LOL it never ends....

2005-05-11T04:18:31Z

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we can reach, we can beach on the shores of Tripoli....

2005-05-08T15:54:14Z

yea ! i love Enya! wooooo! anywho, prom was on Friday. I looked totally sexy with my beautiful dress! ..eventho prom sucked..blah =( All those who i went with looked totally hott...dressed to kill 100%baby! our sexy black limo was off the hook! yay! man...i can't wait till college still...hmm..woooot woooot! i'll post a prom pic soon!

Engine Engine#9 on the New York transit line,if my train goes off the tracks-pick it up! pick it up

2005-04-30T18:34:56Z

....bored, tired, hating the fact that i must be at work in 3 hours. grrr...oh yea to all my Everglades ppl...HAVE FUN AT PROM!!! lol.i almost typed in PORN! hahaha. woot woot! I plan on doin somethin exciting 2nite..like go clubbing with random ppl, drink with them, and so much more. so if u wanna chill ..just holla! NO NO...NO HOLLABACK GURL! thats my shit!

...and i think about us....imagine us dancing in our kitchen, knowing how much we love each other.*

2005-04-29T16:24:04Z

yea. Today is kinda boring so far. I've got this DM meeting to go to at work, then after that i'm free. I've got nothing planned out, so today is gonna suck. Last nite was kinda nice tho. I went all ghettofied to McDonald's with the crew,altho missing one member,(naty, mandy, katie, me, not-mentioned member: ren) we had fun. I made the guy at the pick-up window laugh. I told him i inhaled a whole bag of his food, therefore i wont fit into my prom dress next week =) I made two strangers laugh last nite. At CVS, katie decided she wanted to buy some milk when i blurted, " I don't want that. I've got more milk in me than a cow!"-strange lady laughs. yea, that was nice. anyway, why does it seem that everyone is sad, depressed, etc. lately? or is it just me? Maybe it's the whole college thing....hmm.. well, on a more positive note, i have decided on what i will be studying in college(Un/Grad). Shells is goin to law school. I did a couple of LSAT logic reasoning practice questions. Got 3 out of 5 rite. Not to shabby for someone who hasn't taken the required courses. i'm not smart, i just know how to bullshit really well.
You know what i realized today, most relationships probably don't work out because we DON'T take things slow. We jump into these situations in which there is no way out. We become vulnerable to an infatuation, because we know it can't be love...yet.
Grr..it sucks to be like this. Those who know me understand...thats why i love yall =)

OMG!!

2005-04-26T02:57:08Z

WOW! I FORGOT!!!! I SAW JT FROM DEGRASSI TODAY AT WORK!!!!! LOL! THAT BOY IS SO CUTE!!!!! HAHAHA! I WORK AT AEROPOSTALE ..IF U SAW HIM TOO...HIT ME UP!!!! DARN THOSE NAUGHTY CANADIANS!

Grad Bash..college thoughts..and so much more

2005-04-26T02:26:35Z

hi all! Grad Bash was super! i had so much fun! met these hott guys, met and got a kiss from Rupee...i was oh so "tempted to touch!" lol. It was great! Unfortunately, with my luck, i did end up getting my period..after all the praying i told my girls (and sum guys) to do so i wouldnt, i did, and THE DAY OF! ahh..it sucked..but w/e i still got on my Jurassic Park ride ! (at nite!) wow...i cant believe how old i am getting .. i soon will be barely legal, in college, in a sorority, living on my own. scary. actually, i am kinda excited =) still unsure of where i am gonna go tho...lol. bad. wow.. i remember my little days like it was just yesterday...telling naty how much the backstreet boys rocked our little worlds, how Tristan Durfy and i would get married and have lots of kids, planning my wedding since i was six (equipped with my little scissors, glue, and my older cousin's Elle magazine)....Grace and I making fun of Lawrence's hair because it was too "spiked and greasy", an excuse for our "hating- to love- himness" (lol gracie!)...Elisa and i promising that we would be best friends forever, yet we dont talk anymore...Ren, katiela,naty,mandyla and i hanging out in the "morning spot" before school crackin jokes about...everything!..and last but not least...the boyfriends...staying up all night helping a friend out because her boyfriend had an "asshole relapse" is and was nothing out of the ordinary ...
...well my little buddies as we embark on our journey to adulthood creating broadway actors, doctors, lawyers, politicians of ourselves we must remember that it was the good times that brought us to our future and as long as we have each other,all is possible *cries*
* I promise all of you guys are invited to my lavish wedding..u can have extra cake too =)

MAMA SAID LEGALIZE IT!

2005-04-18T01:32:14Z

hey everyone! i am soooo happy! my mother and i went to aventura mall today and finally bought my prom dress! it's beautiful! i look like a princess in it! lol...my mom was so happy that she cried when she saw me in it and asked when i was gonna get married so i can try on a big puffy white dress. lol. yea. i cant wait till college! oh yea! i'm gonna be a sorority girl! its gonna be great! i have decided to do FIU for a year than transfer to NYU. yay! i love NY like a fat kid loves cake! BTW... my mom loves sean paul...she jams out to LEGALIZE IT!.... anywho:

shelly becomes intelligent: (shelly speaks to naty on the phone about a topic which truely upsets her)

S: hey naty, i'm gonna write a letter to the government..
N: hmm..hmm..what's that? oh about what?
S: dont u think its weird how most of our nation's "magnet/talented" kids get their education in the ghetto?
N: hell yea man...like Dillard...that school is so ghetto they have gang-bangs there
S: exactly. this is how our gifted magnet kids should be treated and exposed to..? I THINK SO NOT!!!

WOW..i love you too darnit!

2005-04-06T16:22:47Z

Omg naty! lo que no sabes!!! oye, te acuerdas de el muchacho con el pelo rojo que a mi me gustaba??? ahhh!!! el esta en mi clase de Ingles ahora!!! AHHH!!! traga me tierra! i feel like an idiot!!! He's gorgeous!!! ahhh anyway yall....i hava issues...rrr keeps on talkin to me about somethings that i just dont wanna deal with right now... yea yea.. frustrated?? who isnt darnit!! i am in class just thinkin ....u know..my mind is always in the gutter! lol! Amanda! its mr. cavnar!!!!! lol! veggietales rule! omg...its ben! ahhh! anywho...i took this quiz today which i know i kinda did okay in i guess..at least i hope i did. I am sitting next to my friend Jamal...we are skipping buddies...lol...i swear .. whenever i am absent..this kiddo is too...he's a cool person! ahhhh....i cant believe that kid showed up to my class today.... its so cool... lol...yea man i have decided what college i am gonna go to... i am doing FIU honors for 1 year.. then transfer to NYU (yay!)
Hey, i cant wait till grad bash. man oh man, i had no idea that we had to dress nicely to this thing... i wanted it to be some kinda casual thing..u know...ur typical nice bottoms with a graphic tee and call it a day..but oh no, shelly has to go spend her next paycheck on a nice outfit.... time to hit aventura ladies...ok yea, i am really starting to get annoyed with rrr. I thought he cared about who i was when we went out...i guess i was wrong..super..great...awesome. i feel so happy to know the guy i was in love with in reality is my worst nightmare....hit on me..

Naty's little playground

2005-04-04T01:13:18Z

hey peoples. today sucked assholes! i went to work, then they said i was over hours since i'm still 17. lol... i can screw them for yall they've got.. NAh..i wont .Aeropostale is cool. man oh man i cant wait til college. wow its gonna be sick having my crew all 2gether ...jeez.i feel happy...i got a new purse..yay! yes so umm..i need a nice guy..i have found the 2 next add-ons to my list titled
" shelly's perfect guy-o"

4.) charming (like a prince, just not as corny)

5.) fashionista! (thats a biggie, if it dont got it, i dont want it)

...lol...."i'm not picky, i just know what i want....

Every girl is a little of each..

2005-03-25T02:27:36Z

You scored as Carrie Bradshaw. Your Carrie Bradshaw! You have an upbeat personality and a great love of life. You love your girlfriends, a nite out in New York City and a new pair of shoes. You have all you need in your life right now, and if a guy falls into place, then the more the merrier!

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Carrie Bradshaw

87%

Charlotte York

67%

Samantha Jones

40%

Miranda Hobbs

27%

Which of the 4 Sex & the City Gals are YOU?
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OMG WTF?!?!?!

2005-03-25T02:03:33Z

You scored as Exotic Dancer Barbie. You are Exotic Dancer Barbie!! Lucky you!

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Exotic Dancer Barbie

92%

Barbie got Back

67%

Sorority Slut Barbie

42%

Transgender Barbie

33%

Goth Barbie

25%

Gansta Bitch Barbie

17%

Which Funny Barbie Are You?
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i wanna f*ck you like an animal...

2005-03-25T01:52:54Z

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay.
Created by -ambiguous and taken 48378 times on bzoink!
What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?	cold
..rain?	sex
..tornado?	cows
..summer love?	sex
..Jon?	food
..Mike?	"why?"
..Shea?	cream
..banana?	bread
..dizzy?	drunk
..Laura?	slut
..Juan?	nice
..car?	tin
..white?	black
..peppermint?	patty
..New Found Glory?	good charlotte
..placebo?	cruel intentions/psychology
..orange juice?	children
..candid camera?	bob saget
..sister?	girl
..brother?	girl?
..hate?	love
..school?	hate
..President?	dumbass
..football?	sex
..rap?	sex
..pop?	break ups
..rock?	suicide
..punk?	self-inflicted suicide
..sex?	FINALLY!
..death?	old
..baby?	young
..duuude?	wheres my car?
..the end?	already?
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ahh

2005-03-24T05:15:43Z

yay. back from work writing to u while watching Will and Grace. i'm so tired and I love rrr. yup. wait. no.. ahhh..help. jeez, OMG I have started my list on what i want in a guy..here goes:

IN ORDER OF IMPORTANCE

1.)nice eyes
2.)sense of humor
3.)smart but not smarter than me(i like to be superior =) j/k...w/e but hey, he cant be an airhead
*BLANK*

OMG it's about WEED!!!

2005-03-18T17:39:05Z

"Legalize It (we be burnin)- Sean Paul

Intro:
Just gimme di trees and mek we smoke it yo (Smoke it yo!)
It a mek we peace so dont provoke it yo (Voke it yo!)
We nuh need nuh speed so we nah nuh coke it yo (Coke it yo!)
Set yuh mind at ease we gotta take it slow

Verse 1:
So when yuh see di S.P. floatin dont provoke him
Cau di weed weh we smokin need fi soakin
Fastin fi di medication, and di best hygrade a Jamaican
When we a bun a weed we supportin and promotin
Lau di crack and di coke ting yeah we smoking
Herb a di healin of di nation
Legalize it right now we gwaan blaze one

Chorus:
Everyday, we be burnin not concernin what nobody wanna say
We be earnin dollars turning cau we mind deh pon we pay
Some got gold and all dem diamonds all we got is Mary J
Legalize it, time to recognize it

Verse 2:
This purple haze it mek mi crazy
Mek mi write new tune yeah dats what pays me
Cau dat not di only occupation
Goin to get some I give yuh medication
When a farmer grows it he knows to close it
Economical benefit help fi those who a fi deh yah pon di hard jugglin
Cau di system only keep man struggling
Studyin people a use it dont abuse it
Cau di concentration well reputed
Dats why herb man dem a di wise one
And it found on di grave of King Solomon
And it good fi di eye sight and di chest sight
And it give yuh nuff inside just gimme di light
And, mek we blaze it we should a neva waste it

Chorus:
Again, we be burnin not concernin what nobody wanna say
We be earnin dollars turning cau we mind deh pon we pay
Some got gold and all dem diamonds all we got is Mary J
Legalize it, time to recognize it

Bridge:
Just gimme di trees and mek we smoke it yo (Smoke it yo!)
It a mek we peace so dont provoke it yo (Voke it yo!)
We nuh need nuh speed so we nah nuh coke it yo (Coke itr yo!)
Set yuh mind at ease we gotta take it slow

Verse 3:
So when yuh see di S.P. floatin dont provoke him
Cau di weed weh we smokin need fi soakin
Fastin fi di medication, and di best hygrade a Jamaican
Cau we know it as a great ting no debatin
While incarceratin true dem hatin
Cau dem dont waan see we a remain calm
Even though dem condemn (?)

Chorus:
Again, we be burnin not concernin what nobody wanna say
We be earnin dollars turning cau we mind deh pon we pay
Some got gold and all dem diamonds all we got is Mary J
Legalize it, time to recognize it
Again, we be burnin not concernin what nobody wanna say
We be earnin dollars turning cau we mind deh pon we pay
Some got gold and all dem diamonds all we got is Mary J
Legalize it, time to recognize it

LOL! Misbah thinks i'm an idiot because i didnt know this... hey, i CANT UNDERSTAND him!!!

Another one of those little quizzes..see...i belong here!

2005-03-17T05:33:41Z

You scored as New York City. You are New York City, NY!!

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New York City

100%

New Orleans

88%

Detroit

75%

Houston

38%

Paris

38%

Orlando

25%

Orange County

25%

Miami

What Famous City R u?
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ooo I love Disney!

2005-03-17T05:15:17Z

Courtesy of Mandyla's webby journal:
(hey, this quiz cheered me up..it's cute everyone should take it*)

You scored as Cinderella. Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.

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Cinderella

100%

Goofy

88%

Cruella De Ville

69%

The Beast

69%

Peter Pan

63%

Sleeping Beauty

56%

Pinocchio

50%

Ariel

44%

Snow White

38%

Donald Duck

13%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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I heart NY

2005-03-17T01:32:41Z

Today was shitty. I hate exams, school, teachers, students, SAT's and all that boring stuff. If humans were created to endure such hard tasks, its hard to not question our existence. If only showing our best gets us places, then are we really who we were meant to be? (only ppl close to me would understand that last sentence) Getting over RRR is a bitch. I never thought it would be so hard, oh but it is. It sucks. Now that college is REALLY just around the corner i think about my options always thinking that maybe rrr and i will reconcile so i can't go to far.
Options are:
Notre Dame
Florida State
Arizona State
University of Cen. FL
Fl. Int'l U.
*Hopefully New York University* (i'll let ya know April 1)

I guess the "getting over process" is so hard because you build your life around that one person. I ask everyone what the heck I should do, and they all tell me the same thing. Unfortunately when you think about it, it's the only thing U CAN do, there are no other options. I'm sure you know what i am talking about. I have never been the kind of person that gets envious or angry when i see happy couples, i am the type that feels just as happy when i see them. But whatever, here comes college which = shelly+hott guys= good times

I love this song, it's so old though. I heard it for the 1st time somewhere around Manhattan, NY

Cream- White Room

In the white room with black curtains near the station.
Blackroof country, no gold pavements, tired starlings.
Silver horses ran down moonbeams in your dark eyes.
Dawnlight smiles on you leaving, my contentment.

I'll wait in this place where the sun never shines;
Wait in this place where the shadows run from themselves.

You said no strings could secure you at the station.
Platform ticket, restless diesels, goodbye windows.
I walked into such a sad time at the station.
As I walked out, felt my own need just beginning.

I'll wait in the queue when the trains come back;
Lie with you where the shadows run from themselves.

At the party she was kindness in the hard crowd.
Consolation for the old wound now forgotten.
Yellow tigers crouched in jungles in her dark eyes.
She's just dressing, goodbye windows, tired starlings.

I'll sleep in this place with the lonely crowd;
Lie in the dark where the shadows run from themselves.

I wanna be a porno star*!

2005-03-16T01:46:37Z

wow guys wow, this past weekend was coolage to the extreme. The girls (lauren, katie, mandi, natasha and I) all went to Las Olas riverfront. We saw some hott ass guys and girls! lol! Baja has hustler night which is kool but umm...we gotta be 21..lol. BUT we did get asked by sum hott as guy named Jeremy to go to this new club. it was cool. yea so, as the night went on it was to my surprise that all my girls smoke. I'm a sucker, i couldnt do it eee! Later we went into some italian store with fake ass Juicy Couture and D&G, of course i didnt try anything on!

Ahh..i hate updating! lol..j/k

Back to my AP gov't studying!

luv ya lots like tequila shots!

I LOVE ...TOM!

2005-03-01T19:31:45Z

Tom Delonge
Guitar
Loud and obsessed with poo jokes

Which Blink-182 Guy Is Your Perfect Match? (Includes Pictures)
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OOOOOO...

yea yea, by popular demand and shit...

2005-03-01T19:18:43Z

My answers to Naty's quiz!

Ever kissed someone..
. on the cheek. yes
on the lips. yup
on their hands or fingers. yes, as weird as it may sound, i have.
on their ear. on their eye (lid). lol..yea
someplace not listed. yup
in my room. no
in their room. yes
of the same sex. Hi Mandi!
of the opposite sex. duh!
younger than me. no
older than me. yup
with jet black hair. no
with curly hair. yup
with blonde hair and blue eyes. yes.
with flaming red hair. umm..
with straight hair. yup
smaller/shorter than me. no
bigger/taller than me. yes
with a lipring.no
who was drunk. yea...unfortunately.
who was high. no...
who I had just met. yes! hot brazilians!
who was homosexual. aww..of course. i'm a fag hag!
who I didn't really want to kiss. yea
on a holiday. yup
who was going out with someone else. noo....
who was going out with someone close to me. no....
who was my good friend's brother or sister. no
who had been/is in jail. lol... yes.
at the beach. Yes.
in a pool. Yes.
jacuzzi. Of course!
or some type of water. Duh!
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with. Hahahahahaha...yes.
with a shaved head. yup
who was/is my good friend. yup
who was/is in a band. yes (damn, do i sound like a slut?)
who has tattoos. yes
who is of a completely different race than me. yup
in the rain. yea..awww..
. in another continent besides where I was born. nooo...would be kinda interesting tho.
with an accent. yup
with an std. ha ha ha...only for my friends to know.
on a boat. no, would be nice tho..
in a car/taxi/bus. yes
on a plane. no...
at the circus/carnival. umm....
with a missing body part. no
in the movies. yes
eskimo style. awww...yea =)

hmm...

2005-03-01T18:52:26Z

You like to Tease before you get down!

What Kind Of Sex Do You Like? (Includes Pictures)
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Wow...how exciting!

Tick Tock tick tock

2005-02-09T00:37:34Z

Hello all. yea so, today i didn't go to school since kiddies had FCAT testing. Since my mother and i are shopaholics (hence my email address) we decided to spend all day at Aventura mall. OK not to offend anyone but i've loved abercrombie even b4 those nobodys('s/ies) came out with that stupid ass song, but their stuff is HORRIBLE now. (hey Ezra get on with it!)...i mean,...my mother and i walked in and thought "death". Not to mention the not-so-cute-self-centered sales reps. ok ok, i did like at least ONE thing...this skirt that looked like u just painted ur white pickett fence was kinda interesting...until i saw some 6 year old girl trying it on...yuck.Walking along, I did love this shirt that says "The best girls come from New Jersey"...it's the truth! Urban Outfitters baby! OOO...a happy-happy part of my day was when i finally found my damn dooney and bourke drawstring bag at Bloomingdale's(this is my sister's gift to me for getting scholarship info from Notre Dame...yea, i don't get it either)but anyway, that changed my day =)

P.S. Never say yes to crappy clothing!
"Swear on Chanel!"- Carrie Bradshaw

"Over rated" one word or two?

2005-02-01T02:03:45Z

yea yea, ghetto is me...blah blah. Today was great. i did absolutely nothing...i didn't go to school....ahhh....yes, i went to the mall with mommy and looked at some stuff...nothing too interesting. Wow...Valentine's day is near. You know what? The other day at work one of my managers was saying her thoughts on this day and how it is over rated... i dunno if i agree or not but as i was walking in the mall it hit me. This day truely sucks, really. As people rush to buy gifts a day or two before i will laugh to myself....and if u feel any sympathy for me I am registered at Manolo Blahnik...thanks =)

1st day using livejournal!

2005-01-31T01:55:46Z

HI, i dont know what i am doing but here goes.... I just started this livejournal stuff and have no clue whats going on...i'll get used to this...hopefully.i hate computers..anyways, my day has been good, i just got outta work ( i work at Aeropostale in Sawgrass mall) so yea. Tomorrow i have school...blah blah..go Seniors '05! yay! i am excited...i can't wait to hear from NYU (my dream school) ahhh...the anxiety is killin me...welp...talk to yalls later!